I Absolutely Have No Idea What to Call This Entry
I have good news and bad news. Well, at least to those who actually care.
The bad news is I may be cyclothymic. The good news is I may also be just hallucinating, which is less serious. Either way, I'm not doing the things I'm supposed to be doing now because I'm feeling off about something. What scares the hell out of me is that I actually know what that something is. I just don't have the lady balls, as usual, to admit it even to myself.
These past few weeks, I've been sort of busy with my life. I'm still on the Trainers' Methodology training and unfortunately, nowhere near the finish line. It's not really difficult per se; it's just so frickin' lengthy and for people like me who have attention spans that always seem to spontaneously shift, lengthy is bad. One moment, I'm on it like I'm preparing for a monumental lunar landing then the other, I despise it. Like I said, I may be cyclothymic, which technically is just a mild version of bipolar disorder. I sincerely hope I'm just going through a bad phase of PMS. That should be enough to make me hold on to my sanity much longer.
I'm gonna go and have some coffee. I'll try not to take it intravenously.
Damn, I sound frickin' insane.
The bad news is I may be cyclothymic. The good news is I may also be just hallucinating, which is less serious. Either way, I'm not doing the things I'm supposed to be doing now because I'm feeling off about something. What scares the hell out of me is that I actually know what that something is. I just don't have the lady balls, as usual, to admit it even to myself.
These past few weeks, I've been sort of busy with my life. I'm still on the Trainers' Methodology training and unfortunately, nowhere near the finish line. It's not really difficult per se; it's just so frickin' lengthy and for people like me who have attention spans that always seem to spontaneously shift, lengthy is bad. One moment, I'm on it like I'm preparing for a monumental lunar landing then the other, I despise it. Like I said, I may be cyclothymic, which technically is just a mild version of bipolar disorder. I sincerely hope I'm just going through a bad phase of PMS. That should be enough to make me hold on to my sanity much longer.
I'm gonna go and have some coffee. I'll try not to take it intravenously.
Damn, I sound frickin' insane.
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