Bum Squad
Day 2.
Today was a not-so-productive day and I honestly feel bad for not doing anything worthwhile. I tried writing a chapter or two of my new story but I can't seem to find words to best portray the attitude and personality of the main character. This is what happens when you still have a hangover from your first successfully finished story.
I tried telling myself that maybe I just needed a break and that the right words will come eventually just like what happened in my first story. But all the same, I can't help pressuring myself into writing something because I'm worried that I will not be able to meet my goal for 2012. Yeah. It's still kind of funny to me that I actually set a goal for myself this year. I'm not really that kind of person who plans and meets those plans. I'm more like a plan-to-make-plans kind of person who never makes anything happen. I just go with the flow. But I guess everyone has to grow up and make something happen everyday. After all, they all say that 2012 is the final year of the world.
Right now, I'm staring at an empty MS Word document. Nothing. I might as well sleep my ass again for my cousin's big day tomorrow. It's his wedding. I love weddings but I hate to be in them because I hate wearing gowns and that's primarily the reason why I never attended my prom and graduation ball. Well, I guess I had to be in the thing tomorrow. I'm one of the bridesmaids and I'm going to wear a golden yellow gown. Yeah. Good luck to me.
I officially have nothing to talk about anymore.
I guess I'll just go now.
Today was a not-so-productive day and I honestly feel bad for not doing anything worthwhile. I tried writing a chapter or two of my new story but I can't seem to find words to best portray the attitude and personality of the main character. This is what happens when you still have a hangover from your first successfully finished story.
I tried telling myself that maybe I just needed a break and that the right words will come eventually just like what happened in my first story. But all the same, I can't help pressuring myself into writing something because I'm worried that I will not be able to meet my goal for 2012. Yeah. It's still kind of funny to me that I actually set a goal for myself this year. I'm not really that kind of person who plans and meets those plans. I'm more like a plan-to-make-plans kind of person who never makes anything happen. I just go with the flow. But I guess everyone has to grow up and make something happen everyday. After all, they all say that 2012 is the final year of the world.
Right now, I'm staring at an empty MS Word document. Nothing. I might as well sleep my ass again for my cousin's big day tomorrow. It's his wedding. I love weddings but I hate to be in them because I hate wearing gowns and that's primarily the reason why I never attended my prom and graduation ball. Well, I guess I had to be in the thing tomorrow. I'm one of the bridesmaids and I'm going to wear a golden yellow gown. Yeah. Good luck to me.
I officially have nothing to talk about anymore.
I guess I'll just go now.
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